Words are seeping out quickly

Her anger I cannot see
Her displeasure I hear only from you
The words stab the wounds that were never there

Chains of wood
Breakable, but unyielding
To me, to only me

Come and catch me
Before I stumble
Over the forgotten two by two

What would you say
If she in a mindless tornado
Flung here on my path?

Six o\’clock already
I was just in the middle of a dream
I was kissin\’ Valentino
By a crystal blue Italian stream
But I can\’t be late
\’Cause then I guess I just won\’t get paid
These are the days
When you wish your bed was already made

Have to catch an early train
Got to be to work by nine
And if I had an aeroplane
I still couldn\’t make it on time
\’Cause it takes me so long
Just to figure out what I\’m gonna wear
Blame it on the train
When the but the boss is already there

All of the nights
Why did my lover have to pick last night
To get down
Doesn\’t it matter
That I have to feed the both of us
Employment\’s down
He tells me in his bedroom voice
C\’mon honey, let\’s go make some noise
Time it goes so fast
When you\’re having fun

It\’s just another manic Monday
I wish it was Sunday
\’Cause that\’s my funday
An I-don\’t-have-to-run day
It\’s just another manic Monday

My heart, swimming
In the words the wind has borne
A voice, bouncing
On a tomorrow carried by clouds

A heart, trembling
On a mirror where the moon quivers
A star falls, spills
Gentle teardrops

Isn\’t it wonderful
If we could walk, holding hands
I\’d want to go
To your town, your house, into your arms

To your heart
I leave my body
Mixed into the night
I dream

The wind stops; your words
Are a kind illusion
The clouds break apart; tomorrow
Is a distant voice

A heart flowing
In a mirror where the moon has seeped in
A star wavers, spills
Tears you can\’t hide

That face
Touch it, just so
And dream a dream
That melts in the morning

The music is just that good. Suteki Da Ne (Isn\’t It Wonderful) is such a good song. And I finally found out what the words meant. I first saw the trailer in Fred\’s room (he is Cliff\’s floormate) and well was intrigued. A month later, I downloaded the trailer and all the other music videos that other people had made simply from the images from the game.

Whoops, I got obsessed again. I don\’t know how I got so involved with Final Fantasy even though I never played the game. I just have a lot of friends that do. :) And they\’re the ones who give me the look of disbelief when I tell them that I sold a PS2 on ebay…and made forty bucks. :D \”You could have used that to play Final Fantasy! Final Fantasy X!\” I have downloaded almost the entire FFX soundtrack, read the FFX storyline, got the screensaver, wallpaper…omg, what next.

i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you\’re special
i believed those words and i was so happy

you should have told me you didn\’t like me any more
but i couldn\’t see that and you just rushed me
although i will curse you, i\’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don\’t think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

we separated today
you said you wanted me to be happy
and find a better person than you
you\’re just like every other man
didn\’t you tell me you loved me?
actually, i don\’t want you to be happy
what if you find a girl who\’s prettier than me
and live happily with her?
what it makes you forget me
when im hurting so much, so much i want to die
when i still love you so much…

don\’t take advantage of a girl\’s willingness
to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn\’t know that to be born as a girl
and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i\’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

although i will curse you i\’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it\’s not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but i know now
i\’ve been blind
you told me that youd never let me down
whenever i needed you you\’d always be here
i can forgive but i cant forget
even though you hurt me
i still love you
i still love you

Last weekend, my sister sent me a music video in Korean. (Yes, that\’s where the above translated lyrics come from) Somehow, the vivid storyline of sacrifice was so heart-tugging that it made me cry. Yes, even though the characters didn\’t even speak. After a lot of research (a lot of time on google), I figured out the English translation of the song: Because I am a girl [or woman depending on the translator] was sung by Kiss, a new Korean group made up of three members with weird stage names – Mini, Jini, and Umji.

So why…is love always blind?