It’s this: edit my novel, create a strategy for a podcast (about Asian Americans perspectives? about pop culture? about movies?), buy that road bike, edit and publish short stories, get Chris to a good place about jobbie.
And create that idea. Refine that idea that I would like to spread.
Why is it that I don’t have a yearning to improve my professional life? Is there a reason why my desire for that is quite lacking? Am I not interested?
Does everyone think this way?