A small packet of dry roasted Mauna Loa brand macadamias given to me by the studio manager has been sitting on my desk for the past 2 weeks.

Today, out of spontaneous hunger, I opened it.

It was like eating white chocolate macadamia cookies without the cookie and without the white chocolate.

I didn’t like it (despite my gorging of eating peanuts on planes). It felt like I was getting the part I disliked. The reject.

Because I never liked nuts.

There’s a chocolate covered nut piece from See’s candies sitting naked in my living room right now.