Angry, impulsive JENN

Every so often, I come across someone who says, “You’re so laid-back and carefree. I can never imagine you angry.”

I am always surprised, because I know I can be high-strung, anxious and obsessive. And angry. And yet there are very few times in my life that my anger actually results in something drastic. Most of the time, I am able to temper it with rationale and careful analysis. But the few times…I am suddenly trapped in a narrow tunnel…tunnel vision. My own animal comes out from within—kicking and screaming. In a tantrum. Or perhaps seeking to avenge a fault. And it all comes out…still in my steady voice, never quite yelling.

This is why I am reluctant to lose control of my sound judgment. Someone once said, “Jenn, I have never seen you like this.”

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