{"id":1154,"date":"2004-10-09T23:58:05","date_gmt":"2004-10-10T06:58:05","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T08:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1154","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I think I really make an effort to display myself as innocent and clumsy.  A way to garner self-pity?<\/p>\n<p>On campus today, one of my groupsmates would playfully admonish me, \\&#8221;Jennnnn!\\&#8221;  When I accidentally spill the hole puncher all over the floor.  And also when I asked whether he made his designs deliberately bad (whoops).<\/p>\n<p>Everyone wants to appear to have good intentions.  And so whenever I badmouth someone, I try to always add that they may be good too.  In another way.  <i>She gets on my nerves all time, but I am sure she\\&#8217;s a good person,<\/i> we say.  This is one reason I am reluctant to say that I truly hate anyone.  Because to hate someone is more than just disgust, more than just detestment, more than repulsion, more than irritation. It\\&#8217;s so much deeper than that.  I see such people with a possibility to do good, but I know just not in my eyes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I think I really make an effort to display myself as innocent and clumsy. A way to garner self-pity? On campus today, one of my groupsmates would playfully admonish me, \\&#8221;Jennnnn!\\&#8221; When I accidentally spill the hole puncher all &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1154\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1154"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1154\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}