{"id":1184,"date":"2004-11-07T02:56:35","date_gmt":"2004-11-07T10:56:35","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T08:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1184","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Four years ago on November 7th, 2000 I wrote in my journal:<\/p>\n<p><i>My mom noted to the entire household, \\&#8221;Bush is not a handsome man. Gore is a handsome man. People are going to vote for Gore. I am going to vote for Gore, because he\\&#8217;s handsome and if I was younger, I would want to marry him.\\&#8221; <\/i><\/p>\n<p>So much for that.  Four years ago on that Tuesday November 7th, I had forgotten to send in my absentee ballot and I couldn\\&#8217;t get to my district\\&#8217;s polling station because I was still in Berkeley on a school day.<\/p>\n<p>Four years ago, I was an innocent freshman at Berkeley.  I was less pessimistic.  I was less cynical.  I was ready to tackle the world.  In 4 years, I express my emotions upfront.  I am less afraid now.  Yet, don\\&#8217;t we all want to return to that innocence?  Four years ago, I thought I was starting over.  The world was supposed to follow in turn.  Four years ago, I wouldn\\&#8217;t have thought I would be here.<\/p>\n<p>Then again, I never ever thought that far in the future.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Four years ago on November 7th, 2000 I wrote in my journal: My mom noted to the entire household, \\&#8221;Bush is not a handsome man. Gore is a handsome man. People are going to vote for Gore. I am going &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1184\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1184"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1184\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}