{"id":141,"date":"2002-03-12T01:37:52","date_gmt":"2002-03-12T09:37:52","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T08:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=141","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

After last week\\’s mental crisis…well actually I haven\\’t learned much from it, except that I should handle my past better. I re-read my Heather<\/a> story and realized how most people probably didn\\’t understand why it was one of the most traumatic incidents of my life. It\\’s the fact that my greatest desire in the sixth grade was to be accepted. I had no friends. And yes surprise surprise, my grades in the sixth grade were lackluster. By the way, at that time, all guys had cooties. Still.<\/p>\n

I\\’ll add the epilogue of my story:
\nAfter Heather stopped making fun of me…well I still had no friends. I still did the same dorky things I did, like follow people around during break and lunch. There was this girl that I found intriguing. I had followed her around a lot, but then one day as we were waiting for fifth period to start, she started talking to a classmate about how I followed her around. Then the both of them talked about how irresponsible it was to have my mother of all people to call Heather\\’s mother. And they criticized my letter although its criticism was due.<\/p>\n

I messed up writing the story though, because I was lazy. Heh. At the beginning it says that I am doing my final project. In fact, it was a final project for my senior year in government class. I was telling the class the Heather story. I don\\’t know if anybody remembered though. The thing was…as I talked about how Heather taunted me, I started weeping and my voice broke as I talked about the pain. The class was appreciative of my presentation.<\/p>\n

And even then, I was an outcast in that class…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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