{"id":1548,"date":"2005-10-19T09:51:57","date_gmt":"2005-10-19T16:51:57","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T08:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1548","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lately, I have been having headaches without unknown causes.  Could it be a lack of healthy food especially because of the 6 lb burger?  Could it be because of my constant listening to music?  Could it because of the undue stress I have had worrying about my future?  Could it be because I felt emotionally drained yesterday because my friend was once again lamenting his inexperience?<\/p>\n<p>One worry.  Should I spend $5000 to take <a href=\\\"http:\/\/www.etc.cmu.edu\/curriculum\/gamedesign\/\\\">Game Design<\/a> next semester?  It is taught by the world-famous <a href=\\\"http:\/\/www.post-gazette.com\/healthscience\/20020916schell0916p2.asp\\\">Jesse Schell<\/a>, originally an imagineer in Disney, leading several sucessful projects there.  I have heard about how great this class was, but this was from people who are natural-born gamers.  I, on the other hand, despite receiving my first game console at 8, I never got into gaming.  I am what people call a sore loser.  I can start playing a game, but once it seems that I am losing, my interest declines rapidly.  Video games can garner my interest for 24 hours at most.  During my undergrad at Berkeley, I spent a lot of time learning the stories of games.  Final Fantasy and the like, but I would refuse to take part.  I enjoyed watching my (male) friends play.  So then, why should I take game design?  It is not meant to teach people how to build games, but rather a correct for method for conceiving a game.  Yet, I am interested in the process and why games capture so much attention. <\/p>\n<p>Like most artists, I have a desire to create something to let people escape reality even for just a moment.  To leave troubles behind or to share an experience with another.  Games like my other addiction of writing can do that.  But I am not even close to what people describe as a girl gamer, could the class game design really be for me?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lately, I have been having headaches without unknown causes. Could it be a lack of healthy food especially because of the 6 lb burger? Could it be because of my constant listening to music? Could it because of the undue &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1548\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1548","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1548","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1548"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1548\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1548"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1548"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1548"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}