{"id":1612,"date":"2005-12-17T17:09:44","date_gmt":"2005-12-18T01:09:44","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T07:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1612","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Looking back at this semester, all I can say is that I am looking forward to the next one.<\/p>\n<p>But from a larger perspective of the entire year, I have learned so much this year.  I am not just talking about the things in HCI.  This year, I learned about the greater essence of people.  Even as much as I used to say how I hated dealing with people, I have come love the quirks, the personality of each individual.<\/p>\n<p>One major thing I have learned is that I am never alone.  Loneliness is only a perspective when you think nobody understands.  Yet someone always does.  You\\&#8217;re standing alone in the darkness, scared and afraid.  But someone turns on the light and you realize that you\\&#8217;re not alone at all.<\/p>\n<p>This year was a year of little changes and big changes.  I figured out what I wanted in life, who I was, where I wanted to go.  I put on a damper on my previous firey temper and impulsive behavior.  I stood up for myself, not just once.  I took charge.  I didn\\&#8217;t approach problems in my former way of insecurity&#8211;I attacked things head-on.<\/p>\n<p>But most of all, I realized that I have many friends.  I always had an affinity for making close friendships, yet I harbored a lot of distrust in people, thinking that when I needed them the most, they wouldn\\&#8217;t be there.<\/p>\n<p>One interesting observation, for every 1 female friend I have, I have at least 5 male friends.<\/p>\n<p>A friend said that girls like that have something wrong with them&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Looking back at this semester, all I can say is that I am looking forward to the next one. But from a larger perspective of the entire year, I have learned so much this year. I am not just talking &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=1612\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1612","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1612","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1612"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1612\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1612"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1612"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1612"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}