{"id":2288,"date":"2008-05-02T23:37:12","date_gmt":"2008-05-03T06:37:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=2288"},"modified":"2008-05-02T23:37:12","modified_gmt":"2008-05-03T06:37:12","slug":"fear-begets-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=2288","title":{"rendered":"Fear begets fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Anxiety begets anxiety.<\/p>\n<p>Today, I stood in front of a towering gray mountain with colored specks.  A friend told me to try.  But my own fear nearly overcame me.  I wanted to say <i>no, I&#8217;ll just watch<\/i>, but instead I was encouraged to move ahead and found myself climbing it.<\/p>\n<p>So I climbed.  One rock at a time.  And somehow despite a fear of falling, I climbed up 10 feet without hesitation.  Even looking down wasn&#8217;t that bad as I heard calls of <i>good job<\/i> and then it was ok.<\/p>\n<p>And somehow the fear that nearly crippled me initially, almost making me wanting to just walk out&#8230;was replaced my exhaustion from climbing.<\/p>\n<p>What I thought was anxiety were only ropes on my hands that needed untying.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anxiety begets anxiety. Today, I stood in front of a towering gray mountain with colored specks. A friend told me to try. But my own fear nearly overcame me. I wanted to say no, I&#8217;ll just watch, but instead I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=2288\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2288","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2288","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2288"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2288\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2288"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2288"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2288"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}