{"id":2821,"date":"2010-01-22T10:38:22","date_gmt":"2010-01-22T18:38:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=2821"},"modified":"2010-01-22T10:38:22","modified_gmt":"2010-01-22T18:38:22","slug":"angry-impulsive-jenn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=2821","title":{"rendered":"Angry, impulsive JENN"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Every so often, I come across someone who says, &#8220;You&#8217;re so laid-back and carefree.  I can never imagine you angry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I am always surprised, because I know I can be high-strung, anxious and obsessive.  And angry.  And yet there are very few times in my life that my anger actually results in something drastic.  Most of the time, I am able to temper it with rationale and careful analysis.  But the few times&#8230;I am suddenly trapped in a narrow tunnel&#8230;tunnel vision.  My own animal comes out from within\u00e2\u20ac\u201dkicking and screaming.  In a tantrum.  Or perhaps seeking to avenge a fault.  And it all comes out&#8230;still in my steady voice, never quite yelling.<\/p>\n<p>This is why I am reluctant to lose control of my sound judgment.  Someone once said, &#8220;Jenn, I have never seen you like this.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Every so often, I come across someone who says, &#8220;You&#8217;re so laid-back and carefree. I can never imagine you angry.&#8221; I am always surprised, because I know I can be high-strung, anxious and obsessive. And angry. And yet there are &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=2821\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2821","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2821","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2821"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2821\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2822,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2821\/revisions\/2822"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2821"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2821"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2821"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}