{"id":3032,"date":"2010-07-21T23:20:11","date_gmt":"2010-07-22T06:20:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3032"},"modified":"2010-07-21T23:20:11","modified_gmt":"2010-07-22T06:20:11","slug":"i-used-to-be-an-embracer-now-i-am-just-standing-still","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3032","title":{"rendered":"I used to be an embracer, now I am just standing still"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have always loved technology.  Not because of its abilities, but the differences it could make.  Like almost everyone of my generation, technology was a means to an end.  To make communication easier.  To make creation quickly.  To be closer with everyone.<\/p>\n<p>When Friendster came out, I was immediately on it.  The same with Orkut&#8230;and many others.  Same with Facebook&#8230;and all these others.  In college, I was slowly saving for gadgets.  First&#8230;web cams, digital cameras&#8230;mp3 players&#8230;it was fascinated.<\/p>\n<p>But when the iPhone came out, I back-pedaled.  Perhaps it was the fact that <i>everyone<\/i> wanted one.  I have a history of trying to be <i>different<\/i>.  Then one year passed, I still had a Nokia.  Another year passed&#8230;and another&#8230;I upgraded my phone to a Blackberry Pearl.  Without a real sufficient data plan.  And yet&#8230;I still refused to get a full smartphone.<\/p>\n<p>I was suddenly that minority.  I do borrow smart phones frequently from work.  But there&#8217;s something absurd about it all that causes my own reluctance.<\/p>\n<p>Like <a href=\"http:\/\/kotaku.com\/5584759\/hayao-miyazaki-compares-ipad-use-to-masturbation\">Hayao Miyazaki<\/a> of <i>Spirited Away<\/i> and <i>My Neighbor, Totoro<\/i> fame, there&#8217;s something incredibly isolating about those personal devices.  I admit that I am dampened by my ever-present social anxiety in public places&#8230;but I do want to have the ability to talk to people without feeling like I am interrupting their concentration on a small device.  But there&#8217;s more.<\/p>\n<p>What happened to arriving on time to places?  Yesterday was the first time in a long time that I had arrived on time without calling or emailing the day of.  In fact, the time had been set five days prior without a single reminder.  Was that ok?  Of course it was.<\/p>\n<p>What happened to serendipity?  I know that I am cursed with wanting to research all places?  Sure there are apps on phones that can surprise you in suggesting a nearby place that you may be interested in viewing&#8230;but it&#8217;s often too incorrect.  What if we could browse, walk, look&#8230;allow ourselves to be pleased with an unexpected enjoyable surprise?  What if we looked at buildings, people&#8230;instead of checking the digital map in making sure that we&#8217;re going the right way?<\/p>\n<p>What happened?  I miss phone calls.<\/p>\n<p>At least now I feel closer to people that I cannot see regularly.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have always loved technology. Not because of its abilities, but the differences it could make. Like almost everyone of my generation, technology was a means to an end. To make communication easier. To make creation quickly. To be closer &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3032\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3032","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3032","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3032"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3032\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3033,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3032\/revisions\/3033"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3032"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3032"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3032"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}