{"id":3706,"date":"2011-10-18T23:51:57","date_gmt":"2011-10-19T06:51:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3706"},"modified":"2011-10-18T23:51:57","modified_gmt":"2011-10-19T06:51:57","slug":"i-want-to-be-remembered","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3706","title":{"rendered":"I want to be remembered"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sure there are times that I want to flee\u00e2\u20ac\u201dto be forgotten completely.  I don&#8217;t want to be noticed.  I want to be the quintessential definition of a lone ranger and ride off into the sunset with only a shadow disappearing into the distance.  They would wonder <i>who?<\/i> and it doesn&#8217;t matter because I would be seeking my own thing.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s my belief in strength, but really I want to be remembered.  I want to make an impact.<\/p>\n<p>For some, it&#8217;s about relating to someone&#8217;s interest.  For others, it&#8217;s about being present.  For others still, it&#8217;s about showing generosity and deep helpfulness.  But in all, it&#8217;s about being myself.<\/p>\n<p>I used to hesitate, but sometimes now I have nothing to lose.<\/p>\n<p>So I will be myself.  I will tell you that I don&#8217;t like sandwiches, mushrooms or melted cheese.  I won&#8217;t hide my anxieties of asking for help in stores or coordinated dancing.  I will show you my inability to keep my room neat and organized.  I won&#8217;t wear makeup or uncomfortable shoes.  I will ask you the questions that I always genuinely want to know about you.  I am that and more.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sure there are times that I want to flee\u00e2\u20ac\u201dto be forgotten completely. I don&#8217;t want to be noticed. I want to be the quintessential definition of a lone ranger and ride off into the sunset with only a shadow disappearing &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3706\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3706","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3706","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3706"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3706\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3707,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3706\/revisions\/3707"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3706"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3706"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3706"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}