{"id":3881,"date":"2012-03-07T23:59:37","date_gmt":"2012-03-08T07:59:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3881"},"modified":"2012-03-08T00:21:51","modified_gmt":"2012-03-08T08:21:51","slug":"anxieties-while-traveling-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3881","title":{"rendered":"Anxieties while traveling #1"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It had been two weeks since I had started traveling and I was looking forward to the two days that I would be spending by myself.  In the past, I had loved those days, especially in foreign cities.  I had wandered through Boston and NYC, discovering magic in every corner.  And the same in Bangkok and Saigon.  I would aimlessly eat and spend so wastefully&#8230;but all of it would be delicious.<\/p>\n<p>But that Monday did not turn out to be anything like it.  I had intended to start the day out by going to Tate Modern, meeting a friend for tea, networking with a colleague from IDEO&#8230;and then wandering around Marylebone&#8230;perhaps afternoon tea?  shopping?  And perhaps a meal at a famous Burmese place?<\/p>\n<p>This is how it went down:<\/p>\n<p><i>9:50 AM<\/i> Missing package<br \/>\nI realized that I had left a box at my friend&#8217;s place\u00e2\u20ac\u201dwhere I had stayed the night before.  The box was intended to be delivered to the friend who I was meeting at 1 PM for tea.<br \/>\nIt was 10 minutes to 10 AM and I had planned to go to the Tate Modern, but I could not find that orange box.  In frustration, I stomped in my flat, glad that my host was not present.  After a few texts and wandering about in fervor in Southwark, I hopped on the tube to West Kensington wasting half a few hours to retrieve the box.  Fortunately the friend was hanging out at home.  So all was well, but my plans to visit Tate Modern were completely disrupted.<\/p>\n<p><i>3:27 PM<\/i> Wrong address<br \/>\nI was so impressed with myself that I got to Shoreditch on time.  I had taken the correct bus from South Bank.  Although it went on a detour, I was able to get off at nearby stop and walk to the address&#8230;that was indicated on my Android phone.  I kept looking for the coffee shop and found that the marker on Google maps was to a storefront that was obviously closed.  Did the guy send me the wrong place?  I was confused\u00e2\u20ac\u201dbecause this seemed to be completely correct.  Then it hit me.  Earlier I had looked at the link on my computer and it had been close to Soho.  But now when I had loaded the map link on my phone, it sent me to Shoreditch.  I wanted to scream, &#8220;NO!&#8221; but thought better in a foreign country.  After a moment of anger at technology breakdowns, I texted the colleague apologizing for being late and said that I would be there.  I bit my lip and spent the next few minutes trying to wave down a taxi.  As I sat in the back, I rationalized that at least I was trying out an old school black cab even though it was going to cost me 10 quid.<\/p>\n<p><i>5:20 PM<\/i> Lack of restrooms in Convent Garden<br \/>\nJust complaining. :)<\/p>\n<p><i>6:30 PM<\/i> Missing iPod touch bag<br \/>\nI realized that it was missing.  NO! I thought again, angry.  I told myself to breathe&#8230;as I was now wandering in Soho not completely in logical paths.  It took me a moment to accept that it was missing.  Then panic started rising as I started to wonder if I had my keys.  The 30 seconds it took to find my keys raised my anxiety way too high&#8230;and somehow my resolve was broken.  I knew that I could not spend the evening any longer wandering without panic and anxiety.  I dragged myself to the last few places I visited where I knew that I had the iPod touch bag.  I described it\u00e2\u20ac\u201dblue with a mashimaro bunny.  It&#8217;s sentimental really since it really didn&#8217;t have any value.  Nothing was inside, but sorrow of its loss was growing.  After the second place I visited, I accepted its loss.<\/p>\n<p><i>7:20 pm<\/i> Non-chocolate candy not visible in Tesco<br \/>\nThis was supposed to be my way of feeling better, but I could not find it.  I didn&#8217;t want any American candy and I was feeling my annoyance turn into something vicious.  Fortunately, I found the right aisle 10 minutes later.  About 3 quid later, I was happily stuffing sour wine gums in&#8230;forgetting the Monday I had.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It had been two weeks since I had started traveling and I was looking forward to the two days that I would be spending by myself. In the past, I had loved those days, especially in foreign cities. 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