{"id":3914,"date":"2012-04-13T00:23:18","date_gmt":"2012-04-13T07:23:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3914"},"modified":"2012-04-13T00:23:18","modified_gmt":"2012-04-13T07:23:18","slug":"lamour-toujours","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3914","title":{"rendered":"L&#8217;Amour Toujours"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i>I still believe in your eyes&#8230;I&#8217;ll fly with you<\/i><\/p>\n<p>For some reason, that song from my freshman year in college has returned in full force in my current playlist.  I hadn&#8217;t heard it for more than 10 years.  And then suddenly.<\/p>\n<p>On the way back from Tahoe, we didn&#8217;t have any music except a CD case from the college years.  So I put one with carefully handwritten title &#8220;Top Pops&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>And I heard the obviously autotuned female voice.  The one that caught my attention while I was in the dorms.  Maybe it was the song that I listened to while I was sulking about the breakup of my first boyfriend.  The one that I listened to while I studied for linear algebra and intro to psychology.  The song that I listened to overcome with social anxiety and unable to socialize with my floormates?  Or was it when I was trying to figure out who were my real friends were?<\/p>\n<p>Whatever it was&#8230;in that moment in the car on the way back from Tahoe, I couldn&#8217;t help but sing.  It was rare.  I never let myself go like that.<\/p>\n<p>And it was bliss.<\/p>\n<p>Then when I got back, I found the song and added to it my favorite on Spotify.<\/p>\n<p>In fact, just now, I sensed that it was ending.  So I went to double-click it\u00e2\u20ac\u201dto play in a constant loop.  I wonder what my friends on Facebook think when it appears multiple times in the feed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I still believe in your eyes&#8230;I&#8217;ll fly with you For some reason, that song from my freshman year in college has returned in full force in my current playlist. I hadn&#8217;t heard it for more than 10 years. And then &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3914\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3914"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3914\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3915,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3914\/revisions\/3915"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}