{"id":4169,"date":"2013-01-13T22:54:02","date_gmt":"2013-01-14T06:54:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4169"},"modified":"2013-01-13T22:55:22","modified_gmt":"2013-01-14T06:55:22","slug":"dancing-on-my-own","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4169","title":{"rendered":"Dancing On My Own"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I love this scene from HBO&#8217;s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.hbo.com\/girls\/index.html\">Girls<\/a>.  Because it&#8217;s so real.  It&#8217;s <i>do I really feel this way<\/i> and <i>what does the world really want to know<\/i> and <i>does this horrible emotional dilemma really matter anyway?<\/i><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/eBb0UQihUZA\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Almost a decade ago, I sat like that at my desk in my college apartment.  Upset, tearful, plugging text into a wordpress entry.  Angry at a boy for treating me the way he treated me.  When I already dumped him.  But then&#8230;and it would take days, months, years, before I could think <i>do I feel this way because I choose to feel this way?<\/i>  It took days, months, years before I can say <i>now, that&#8217;s really funny<\/i> even as I tell the world, constantly the world about what I was thinking.  <\/p>\n<p>Congratulations, Lena Dunham, for winning the Golden Globe!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I love this scene from HBO&#8217;s Girls. Because it&#8217;s so real. It&#8217;s do I really feel this way and what does the world really want to know and does this horrible emotional dilemma really matter anyway? Almost a decade ago, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4169\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4169","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4169","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4169"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4169\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4171,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4169\/revisions\/4171"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}