{"id":4201,"date":"2013-02-05T00:15:40","date_gmt":"2013-02-05T08:15:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4201"},"modified":"2013-02-05T00:15:40","modified_gmt":"2013-02-05T08:15:40","slug":"finally-on-my-own","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4201","title":{"rendered":"Finally on my own"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Still stuck on the same <a href=\"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4169\">song<\/a>:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/embed.spotify.com\/?uri=spotify:track:5IJlhaBZ8ioK7JO8JSGzzO\" width=\"300\" height=\"380\" frameborder=\"0\" allowtransparency=\"true\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Right now, I am sitting alone in a king sized bed in a prepaid hotel room with the room temperature dropping to mid-60s, my preferred temperature for sleeping.  I am waiting for creativity to strike me like it suddenly does when I am glazed over by spoken words and deliberate gestures.  The thoughts of the day, the week, the month, the year stream over my mind like wind passing&#8230;just passing through.<\/p>\n<p>And now, I finally stand on my own.  Without outside influence.  Without prompt.  Without fear.  So what will I do when I stand on a cliff or is it steps?  Or is it the crossroads?  Is it the path to a house with a candle in the window or the green lantern?<\/p>\n<p>I saw the car drive out toward the horizon, waters lapping along the shore, making the rocks become the sand we see centuries from now.<\/p>\n<p>I can only do this by myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Still stuck on the same song: Right now, I am sitting alone in a king sized bed in a prepaid hotel room with the room temperature dropping to mid-60s, my preferred temperature for sleeping. I am waiting for creativity to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4201\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4201","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4201","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4201"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4201\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4202,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4201\/revisions\/4202"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}