{"id":4208,"date":"2013-02-09T22:28:44","date_gmt":"2013-02-10T06:28:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4208"},"modified":"2013-02-09T22:28:44","modified_gmt":"2013-02-10T06:28:44","slug":"i-saw-red-dots-merging-in-and-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4208","title":{"rendered":"I saw red dots merging in and out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Somehow I had a map with me.  I could see red dots merging in and out.  And them converging on black dots.<\/p>\n<p>I knew this: &#8220;I needed to save myself.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I needed not to be eaten.  I needed to survive.  I needed to save those who I loved.<\/p>\n<p>In the building, I was patting myself on the back for purchasing the one-year supply of emergency food.  Yet, it was keeping me back.  Keeping me in the house with my supplies.  A precious supplies.  That night, I started digging a hole to place the remaining 10 months, hoping that I could return later.  It was mine after all.  My generosity can only be given those who I want to save.  If I had that power.<\/p>\n<p>If they didn&#8217;t see me, I could run with my heavy backpack filled with a few days of supplies\u00e2\u20ac\u201dI hoped that I could subsist on it until I found him.  If they didn&#8217;t see me, my non-athletic self would not struggle for breath after every blocks.<\/p>\n<p>This is what I dreamed this morning and all I wanted to do upon waking is see a zombie rom-com.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Somehow I had a map with me. I could see red dots merging in and out. And them converging on black dots. I knew this: &#8220;I needed to save myself.&#8221; I needed not to be eaten. I needed to survive. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4208\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4208","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4208","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4208"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4208\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4209,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4208\/revisions\/4209"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4208"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4208"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4208"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}