{"id":4741,"date":"2014-05-26T22:34:51","date_gmt":"2014-05-27T05:34:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4741"},"modified":"2014-05-26T22:34:51","modified_gmt":"2014-05-27T05:34:51","slug":"challenge-yourself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4741","title":{"rendered":"Challenge yourself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s cheating!&#8221; Chris said about a short piece I wrote to a prompt.  &#8220;You&#8217;re writing about something you already know.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The funny thing about having someone who completely believes in you unconditionally is that you are unaffected by criticism.  I am able to hear the actual words instead of piling into a &#8220;oh no, I am not a good writer!&#8221;  So this time, I heard it.  And all week, I thought about it.<\/p>\n<p>Like many budding writers (and perhaps due to the writer&#8217;s block that I believe started when I was 7), I have trouble writing fiction.  The creativity, the settings, the made-up characters rarely flow out of my fingers.  I write about memories.  It&#8217;s no secret that new writers can only write from what they know and as they get better, the worlds mold together easily like floating puzzles putting themselves together and together.<\/p>\n<p>But that other day, the prompt, I read it aloud.  A deep thinking about my own childhood experiences contrasting with more recent ones.  After so many years of blogging, I am so good at creating a beginning, an arc, and an end.  It bothers me that my own writing can barely last more than 1000 words and then suddenly the ending demands to be entered.  Because that&#8217;s what my writing is like\u00e2\u20ac\u201dit describes, it climaxes, and then it rests almost out of exhaustion.<\/p>\n<p>But here is where my challenge was.  I write from experiences, contrasting with the past, present and future.  I write what I know.  And yet.  To this day, I rarely have heard any memoir-like pieces come out of Chris.  It&#8217;s always dragons, crazy insane characters, and explosions.  It&#8217;s Michael Bay spilling out of fingers and through the ink.  It&#8217;s loud, obnoxious characters.  And then some.<\/p>\n<p>I want to write about technology and my mind tingles at the thought.  A short story about privacy in technology.  My stomach gets excited, but it lurches at the fact that these characters are not real.  And the skill that I have honed over the years\u00e2\u20ac\u201dto meditate on a memory\u00e2\u20ac\u201dis not real.  But here, isn&#8217;t that exciting itself?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s cheating!&#8221; Chris said about a short piece I wrote to a prompt. &#8220;You&#8217;re writing about something you already know.&#8221; The funny thing about having someone who completely believes in you unconditionally is that you are unaffected by criticism. I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=4741\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4741","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4741","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4741"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4741\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4742,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4741\/revisions\/4742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4741"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4741"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4741"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}