{"id":520,"date":"2003-05-18T20:15:41","date_gmt":"2003-05-19T03:15:41","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T08:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=520","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yes, I would like to declare publicly that one of the reasons I moved was because of the tension between Naim and me.<\/p>\n<p>And as a result!<\/p>\n<p>A play on words.  A play on business.  A play on the Matrix.  And of course Internet Drama!<\/p>\n<p>Me: well nonetheless, it was nice working with you. I hope to meet you again in the future.<br \/>\n&#8230;<br \/>\nMe: there is no choice because you did not choose<br \/>\nNaim: oh i made a choice<br \/>\nMe: what is that?<br \/>\nNaim: i made the chioce over and over again to keep trying and i still am deep down<br \/>\nNaim: i dunno<br \/>\nNaim: for some reason<br \/>\nMe: you must make a choice.<br \/>\nNaim: i dont want to let go<br \/>\nMe: that\\&#8217;s irrelevant now<br \/>\nNaim: i suppose<br \/>\nMe: what do you choose?<br \/>\nNaim: what are the options<br \/>\nMe: to be treated fairly as a person<br \/>\nMe: or<br \/>\nMe: not to be treated fairly as a person<br \/>\nMe: of course the former requires that I am less of who I am to you<br \/>\nMe: and the latter means that<br \/>\nMe: I will make you feel horrible about yourself nearly every day<br \/>\nMe: except that I will say what I mean<br \/>\nMe: because I easily harbor resentment\/bitterness<br \/>\nNaim: can i take the best aspects of each option :P<br \/>\nMe: and the other path, I hold none&#8230;except the limitation that you are someone untouched, unscathed&#8230;someone who I will not stoop to the level of criticism<br \/>\nMe: no<br \/>\nNaim: yeah i know.. joking<br \/>\nMe: besides knowing that it is you&#8230;means that <br \/>\nMe: I will know that I won\\&#8217;t get along with you<br \/>\nMe: I will always stoop to mind games<br \/>\nMe: if you choose the latter<br \/>\nMe: but if you choose the former, there is none of that<br \/>\nMe: yet this also means more superficiality<br \/>\nMe: choose<br \/>\nMe: and as you realize, as fickle as I am&#8230;these choices may only last a month<br \/>\nMe: but such a thing are contracts<br \/>\nMe: and warranties<br \/>\nNaim: i chose to get the honest jenn who says what she thinks&#8230; with the following provisions: lets minimize our interactions till you grow up. the way you\\&#8217;re acting i think is kind of foolish, and demeaning to me as a person. thinking that i should simply accept the choices you present me.<br \/>\nMe: sure why not<br \/>\nMe: they only last a month anyway<br \/>\nNaim: that\\&#8217;s fine. i\\&#8217;m still just shocked i guess<br \/>\nMe: okay now go<br \/>\nNaim: one last thought:<br \/>\nNaim: i never stop trying<br \/>\nNaim: and dont block me<br \/>\nNaim: because i still want to talk to you<br \/>\nNaim: just less<br \/>\nMe: okay<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yes, I would like to declare publicly that one of the reasons I moved was because of the tension between Naim and me. And as a result! A play on words. A play on business. A play on the Matrix. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=520\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-520","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/520","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=520"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/520\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=520"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=520"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=520"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}