{"id":5949,"date":"2019-12-23T21:51:44","date_gmt":"2019-12-24T05:51:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5949"},"modified":"2019-12-23T21:51:44","modified_gmt":"2019-12-24T05:51:44","slug":"2019-writing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5949","title":{"rendered":"2019: Writing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i>Writing. What do you do each day that doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t contribute to your writing \u00e2\u20ac\u201d and can you eliminate it?<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>In <a href=\"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=3265\">2010<\/a>, I said <i>everything<\/i>.  In <a href=\"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5276\">2015<\/a>, I said <i>fear<\/i>. In <a href=\"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5581\">2016<\/a>, I said that it&#8217;s <i>sitting down and doing it<\/i>.<br \/>\nIn <a href=\"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5772\">2017<\/a>, I said that it was work.<\/i> In <a href=\"http:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5861\">2018<\/a>, I said that it was lack of support.<\/p>\n<p>But this year? At first glance, it was work.  But for the first half of the year, I took a CCSF class in fiction\u00e2\u20ac\u201dthe intro class.  I am not sure if through it, I was burnt out.  Because shortly before it ended, I decided that I had to follow through on a promise that I had made to myself\u00e2\u20ac\u201dto quit my writing group.  The one that I had been thinking of quitting for a long time due to a number of factors.<\/p>\n<p>And so I could say that the latter half of the year is this idea of the lack of accountability.  But it&#8217;s not that either.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s possibly&#8230;simply the idea that the consistency isn&#8217;t there. I used to write every day on this blog.  But then other things took precedence.  The job.  The TV watching\u00e2\u20ac\u201dyes, lots of that.  And then there was this guilt that I still wasn&#8217;t finishing the novel.  The inability to finish editing.<\/p>\n<p>With a lack of a group, I don&#8217;t have the accountability but I also mostly lack of the consistency of simply sitting down and writing.  I don&#8217;t have the structures that I used to build myself because I used to have so many online friends which lowered the barrier to simply writing.<\/p>\n<p>The computer tires me.  The Internet tires me.  All I do notice is that my short quips have made it.  But my long drawn out thoughts don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe though that&#8217;s the thing that needs to be invirogated.  to build up that consistency again.  To make me love the written word.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Writing. What do you do each day that doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t contribute to your writing \u00e2\u20ac\u201d and can you eliminate it? In 2010, I said everything. In 2015, I said fear. In 2016, I said that it&#8217;s sitting down and doing it. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=5949\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5949","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5949","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5949"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5949\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5951,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5949\/revisions\/5951"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5949"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5949"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5949"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}