{"id":680,"date":"2003-09-08T23:52:54","date_gmt":"2003-09-09T06:52:54","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T07:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=680","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

I have such awful inability for not<\/i> keeping my poise. I crack and I fall.<\/p>\n

I finally found an opportunity in research, but I think I looked so nervous that I didn\\’t seem enthuastic enough. I acted the same way when I met with my GSI from Linguistics last semester to write me a letter of recommendation.<\/p>\n

Can I ever stop shaking? Or stop looking like a fool?<\/p>\n

Edit: Of course Lele later tells me for some reason, i read \\”I have such awful inability for not keeping my poise. \\” as \\”I have such awful inability for picking my nose\\” :X<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I have such awful inability for not keeping my poise. I crack and I fall. I finally found an opportunity in research, but I think I looked so nervous that I didn\\’t seem enthuastic enough. I acted the same way … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-680","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/680","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=680"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/680\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=680"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=680"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=680"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}