{"id":863,"date":"2004-01-24T22:39:25","date_gmt":"2004-01-25T06:39:25","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T08:00:00","slug":"","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=863","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There are many things that I have achieved in life.  Yet, I always feel like I am a fraud.  That I am not as adequate as everyone else.<\/p>\n<p>I had my performance evaluation for my work today (my supervisor bought me dinner YEAH!)&#8230;and it reminded me of how I first became a RCC.  I knew they hired me because I was female.  It wasn\\&#8217;t because I was very technical or a great teamworker.  It was more because they wanted to fulfil their quota of genders.<\/p>\n<p>And so starts my search for a job in case I don\\&#8217;t get into grad school.  I want to be an interaction designer&#8230;at ebay, google, paypal, yahoo&#8230;somewhere.  But I am constantly afraid that I will be selling myself too well that they won\\&#8217;t get everything they thought was behind the plastic hard-to-open packaging.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There are many things that I have achieved in life. Yet, I always feel like I am a fraud. That I am not as adequate as everyone else. I had my performance evaluation for my work today (my supervisor bought &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/?p=863\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-863","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/863","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=863"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/863\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/of.jennism.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}