Physical pain? To me, sometimes I believe it\’s all in the mind. Sometimes I can wish it away, dream it away, wish it away, and it does go away. The act of taking medicine almost seems like a placebo effect.

But emotional pain? The metaphorical cuts and the tearing are almost difficult. It\’s living in a place that I have endured so much bad and good. And the acts seem to bitter and acrid. I\’ll miss it. In some ways, these were the best 2 years of my life, if not the greatest era of self-discovery.