I really want to change the layout now, because when I am not reading the blog from the b2edit, it\’s tearing my eyes out. Yet I want to impress those people who take days to realize that the graphic has MICE in there and NOT GRAPES.

A few weeks ago, a girl (to her guy friend) started singing Backstreet Boys – I Want It That Way at the top of her lungs as I was waiting to cross the street. During the short-lived teeny bopper stage a few years ago, I was infatuated with some guy. I would sit at the computer talking to him, playing that song over and over again. It was those times when I would go to sleep with flushed cheeks and wake up the next morning thinking that life…for once…is good. Pressing repeat every time it ended, sometimes catching it after it went on to the next song. When I listened to that one song, this is exactly how i feel right this is how i feel about someone. And I listened to it during the last stage of our pseudo-relationship…listened to the chorus of BSB members sing I want it that way as we argued over the philosophy of life. It\’s strange how I look back and discard these times almost with embarassment. So when I heard that girl singing that song, I found myself humming along, I never wanna hear you say….

Next song, please.