OH HEYYYYYYY…HAPPY MONDAY!!!

EDIT: late evening of this lovely Monday

So after thinking it over, I probably am still satisfied with being single. After almost a year of being unattached, I can\’t really imagine being with anybody. The tears, the strife, the hardships are almost not worth it at all.

So why settle for less? Right now at this moment, I am satisfied with the friendships I have. And especially with myself. Who else can know exactly what kind of candy I want? Me. Who else would know exactly how I would like to spend my free nights? Me. Who else would know exactly what kind of gift to give myself? (Like a 6 lb burger.) Me. Of course.

Today, I came home and saw a bouquet of roses. I remember the last time I got a dozen roses. It was totally uncalled for. And I had a pseudo-sinking feeling when I first saw them on my desk. But today, it was only a distant memory. Flowers die, but the act, the gesture you don\’t forget.

So I decided to give myself a v-day gift. An obvious moment of singledom. I ate Ben and Jerry\’s for a good 10 minutes. Then I went upstairs and took a 20 minute nap. Now how can a significant give such a great gift like that?