So I want to know. Am I the last person on this planet who hasn\’t seen Spiderman? Well, okay Christina invited me to go with Xing and Tram on Friday to see it, but I had planned to go home already. So i didn\’t get a chance to see it. But still…so now I am reading everybody\’s blogs…and nearly all of them are talking about Spiderman. YEAH. And to think, I didn\’t see Titantic until six months after it was released.

Someone take me…please!!! So that I can brag about it here. ;)

SETH. Now because I mentioned your name, you must comment! You visit…what five to six times a day. How do I know? I know. :) And look I am listening to Polar – Bipolar, which suprisingly is pretty good. Dashboard Confessional? Sounds like all emo. But I probably will get addicted soon enough.

All those voices in my head, all those voices…in my head…

Eh, this isn\’t a good sign. I turned the roses I got a few weeks ago upside down today to let it dry and somehow my computer\’s fans are strong enough to blow all the way up to the petals. I have a clump of petals at the back of my desk now.

Emmy once told me how he never liked the fact that his gf kept flowers. Quite frankly, he never liked getting flowers, because they\’re essentially dead. DEAD. But I always keep mine. Well, except for the calla lilies. I laughed hilariously when I read that entry. :) I doub that I am as bitter now as I was then. My roses haven\’t rotted. That must be a good sign at least.

Well, great. I talked to Chris Anon. and he told me how he thought I should be more aggressive in finding housing instead of \”putting fate\” in other people\’s hands. So as a result, my blood started boiling and I blew up at my parents again for letting the apartment I was going to live in with Aaron next semester slip away. And they suggested that I live at home. I think not! Like I have to attempt that one hour BART ride…then that 20 minute bus to get to campus? Now I am pissed and upset. What am I supposed to do? I have asked nearly all my friends (supposedly the best source of housing) whether they know anybody who needs an extra roommate. And nothing. I don\’t want to live on Southside. Desperate measures: break into apartment buildings. I have time though. I need to find a place to live by the middle of August. Sucks that I was picky. Now I am bitter. In better words, I am a very horrible bad mood.

I would also like to add: Finding decent housing in Berkeley is even harder to get into Berkeley.

I went to Costco and Safeway by myself! :) And I got to drive my mom\’s Honda CRV. Yeah well usually I drive the Acura Integra. I feel so proud that I only purchased junk food for my apartment. But then again, I bought four gallons of nonfat milk, because my mom wanted me to do so.

Okay it was interested when I went to see the MCB exhibit on our visual haikus with Edwin today. I couldn\’t find mine. GAH! For that matter, I don\’t even remember what I drew. Sigh.

Oh and for those of you with ips 169.229.___.____, comment!!! :p You know you want to. ;) I know you\’re visiting. That includes you, Tram.

No wait, I don\’t smile that much!

But look at what I got today!!! :D I still can\’t believe that I received it. Sniff! It\’s sucky that my hands are too small. :p But the fact that someone would give such a cherished heirloom melts me. :)

Have you seen the Berkeley prostitute video? It\’s sad. :( No it\’s not a porn video. It\’s some idiot in Unit 1 who had decided (it looks like it\’s knowingly) that he needed a prostitute the first day back from Spring break. And it\’s sad too…the guy is from De Salle High School, a very good private Catholic guys high school in Concord. Or for that matter, they just have a good football team. But the video is…desperate. Pathetic too.

The OCF had banned the video from being used on its servers, since the video was taking up nearly 20% of OCF\’s bandwidth. However, the guy who owns that OCF account immediately sent a letter stating that banning the video from being downloaded (especially it wasn\’t exactly porn) was a violation of the freedom of speech. Bah, it was amusing, but in the end, it was just…dumb.