My high school Acalanes of Lafayette, CA is ranked 382nd of the top high schools in America according to Newsweek. They devised the score from a combination of AP tests and the percentage of graduating seniors. So is this the reason that my parents moved my sister and me out of a predominantly asian working class community when I was 7 to this more affluent, more snotty predominantly Caucasian city?

Although I must admit, I have to attribute a lot of my skills to the educational system there. Despite the fact that I felt like an outsider (probably not only due to my ethnicity but also just my natural social awkwardness), I did develop analytical skills…and easily got 4s or 5s in the APs. I am biased of course. I only conclude this because at Berkeley, I noticed that people who came from some urban high schools…struggled with some courses whereas I (and people from other affluent areas) just breezed through them. What does this mean though? This surely provides evidence that high school is important for one\’s education. Even if it\’s a place that we all want to forget, the structure, the groundwork is built there for the future. And obviously, money always plays a major role in getting that great education.

Ok, what happened. I imed a good friend of mine who I haven\’t talked to for…almost a year. I used to be more loud and obnoxious online (which probably got me into more trouble in those days), but now…all that has diminished. I used to emphasize a lot with caps etc. etc. But then now I feel all serious. What happened to me!? Am I getting older? Am I retreating back into my shell!? What happened to all those online people!!!

This is a sign that one phase of my life has possibly ended and another has begun.

The semester is over! I finally turned in my last assignment due today at 5 pm at 4:49 pm. But then now, what to do? No idea when there is no work to be done…wow, my life is so boring…

Google went down! And the ability to conduct methods of stalking was stalled for 30 minutes! I never realized how dependent I was until now. I blame the browsers that include google in their sidebars.

I must learn to be independent.

Although in this case, I discovered how great Yahoo is as well.

She walks in with this look of irritation. It seems blandless to the outsider, but I know what it means. She struggles with a chair as she pushes it to the door. I do not offer to help. I stand up. I take my bag and go upstairs. She sits on the couch, listening perhaps randomly to the drone of Backstreet Boys. She barely looks at me. I barely look at her, as I make my way to my room.

When stressed out, my favorite forms of procrastination consists of:

  • watching trailers on apple.com
  • reading blogs/journals of people I don\’t know
  • finding deals (and signing up for them) as referenced from fatwallet, ,spoofee, and freestuffcrazy.com
  • reorganizing my music collection, fixing the id3 tags and creating new playlists
  • planning trips–scouring travel websites and tripadvisor for the best deals
  • researching my near in the future purchases such as a digicam, ram for pb, blender, couch and tiger
  • cleaning room
  • checking my site referrals
  • going through the Giant Eagle (Pittsburgh supermarket) advertisements and circling what seems good to buy
  • Of course, when I get to the last item…I know that my procrastination has already reached its worst state…

    Studying for Programming Usable Interfaces…and for the millionth time, I got take out from Sushi Too. Hopefully today I will be able to sleep before 1 am. And hopefully get more than 6 hours of sleep.

    Just a question. Why do some \”FEMALES\” spend so long in the bathroom? Personally, I just can never figure out why.

    Why do our pores need to be exfoliated? Why do we need to wear foundation? Why do we pour perfume all over ourselves? Why do we worry so much about our appearances? Why do we do all that when nobody ever notices? Or cares?

    I suppose this is goes along the reason why some people go for expensive haircuts (or my god, plastic surgery). It makes them feel confident. It gives them a sense of \”security\”. It strengthens their image to potential customers…

    Sixteen days and counting (not to my b-day)…

    And our interface and interaction project is now officially done! So I went through my aim buddy list to see if there was anybody I could share my project with. To my surprise, despite a huge list of buddies, I found that most of the people I talk to nowadays are…from the program. It seems like my undergrad friends have almost completely disappeared. Surely, this is an indication of a slow degradation of my neglect…