As of right now, i have 137 people on my (non-security group, that is I HAVE YOU IN MY I AM NOT STALKING YOU GROUP) buddy list, and of those 137 people…

the numbers may include repeat names or an approximate number

*12 are white
*1 THINK THEY are black
*59 are female
*77 are male
*1 are asexual
*76 are younger than me
*61 are older than me
*0 have yet to reach high school (there is ONE in my security group)
*5 are currently in high school
*99 are now in college
*10 are working full-time (meaning out of college and working. that includes CHEEZ!)
*2 claim slacker status
*3 i consider family (REAL blood-related family)
*24 are old friends
*26 are new friends
*15 aren\’t really friends at all (this is not including the 56 people in my security group)
*52 live in Nor. Cal (orginally from nor cal)
*8 live in So. Cal
*1 live in Texas
*6 i have been to concerts with
*5 i talk to every day
*8 i talk to once a week
*ZERO i have dated (because i don\’t \”DATE\”)
*27 know my secrets
*– i find very attractive (i don\’t judge on superficial things)
*15 i have no idea why i still keep on my list
*5 could be my sisters (one is and two males have a feminine tendency)
*5 are airheads (including MIKE FERNANDO)
*3 are super smart (HI I HAVE HIGH STANDARDS)
*2 i often envy (you know who you are)
*70 have a driver\’s license
*4 cannot legally operate a vehicle
*3 scare me when they drive
*4 share my brain on occasion
*1 shares my brain all the time
*– wear cute clothes (see above)
*– probably shop at wal-mart
*1 make me crazy on a regular basis (THAT\’S YOU)
*31 read my online journal
*27 have online journals of their own
*18 i have hugged
*13 i miss
*11 are religious
*2 are superficial
*11 i hope to see when i sign on
*0 smoke cigarettes (at least that i know of)
*27 drink
*1 dare to do drugs (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
*24 are clean as a whistle (sXe anybody?)
*6 make me laugh hysterically (doesn\’t mean i laugh in a good way either)
*70 are currently single
*21 are currently involved
*9 i have worked with
*39 i have gone to school with

ADDED:
*14 i have never met in person
*6 i have never even spoken to online but i have you on my list because i want to stalk you (this doesn\’t include the approx 20 people in my security group)
*13 i haven\’t talked to for over a year
*11 rarely are online

Yesterday, my mom gave me the job of doing gate duty at the swimming pool next door. That is, because the swimming pool is a private club, every single member has to serve gate duty (sit at the front desk and make sure people sign in…and enforce the rules of the pool). Some had decided not to do their share and my mom was called as the substitute. I spent about 3 hours at the pool staring off into space…reading a GRE book (surprisingly, the GRE seems easy) and learning GRE words. Fun.

I got to my internship today and found that the ceiling had collapsed over one of my fellow interns. Something…a pipe probably…had finished leaking and started surging breaking the ceiling…and poured water all over two monitors, a keyboard and a mouse. Building damage. Other interns had observed that the ceiling was discolored from the first day we were there. Combined with our sporadic power blackouts (from having 15 computers with two monitors each, two routers, two printers, and a projector on two circuits)…how is this company going to survive?

In other news: since HE doesn\’t read it. I have succeeded in asking only questions for about 15 minutes (reminiscient of the question game that I played at the BLAH club). My attempts in annoying/irritating HIM failed. But we\’re still at bitter opposite ends. At least I know I am.

Hey, it\’s not you, Naim.

Over the weekend, I heard that Anderson was going to take his GRE in two weeks. DOOM, I thought.

So today, I called the GRE center to sign up for the test. 12:30 pm August 30th!!!!! It\’s the SAT all over again.

Then my plans to take the LSAT October 4.

And you think it\’s too early?

One of my greatest fears:

My hard drive erased. Or just simply my entire folder of a week\’s worth of aim logs. Sigh.

In reality, that didn\’t exactly happen, but I had installed trillian on my computer at my internship. Two weeks shortly after I had installed and had many incriminating/accusing conversations, Windows crashed. The solution said the others was to install a fresh copy of Windows. Sigh.

Then yesterday a fellow intern in an attempt to upgrade all the OSes…accidentally overwrote my hard drive although I had told her before leaving not to delete anything on my hard drive and that I would prefer her to use someone else\’s computer as the \”guinea pig\”. SIGH.

My future after I graduate:

Grad school, law school or job?

Or lazy bum?

List of things i must see in Minny Soda

I can\’t believe I spent another day at STANFURD. That\’s right, I went to STANFURD again!

Karen convinced me to go to a BBQ there. Which was really good. :D The problem was I didn\’t really want to drive all the way there, considering I had put so much miles on my car. But I went…and got lost as Karen\’s friend Stephanie tried to point me in the right direction YOU\’RE REALLY CLOSE. TURN LEFT. VOLLEYBALL COURTS. FAKE VOLLEYBALL COURTS. TENNIS COURTS BUT NOT REALLY THE PROFESSIONAL KIND. SAND. THERE\’S SHADE. STREET SIGNS. GREEN. PARKING LOT. It was like her speaking in German to me.

I HAD REAL GELATO TODAY. *DIES*

and OMG LASER TAG @ Laser Quest in Mountain View. I can\’t believe how much fun it was this time. The first time I had played…I came in dead last. This time, I came in #5 almost beating #4 by one point. The problem is…I know that LASER TAG just encourages combat. It makes me want to do paintballing which probably is fun. Yet…doesn\’t this encourage \”war\”. Well, it\’s a far off notion. But still! Influencing our primal need to FIGHT.

I\’ll just like to mention awkwardness is so easily avoided. I have acquired a load of,,,party games. :D

Out of a stalkerish need, I pulled out my high school yearbook from my senior year.

And proceeded to search all the asians at my school (there were about 10 out of 333 people in my class) on friendster. It\’s really amazing how close in degrees (omg six?) to people on there. In fact, I found one of my former \”enemies\” in high school to be only *gasp* four degrees away from me. *FAINTS* He has some wicked, idiotic hairstyle now. What\’s up with all this azness?

Well, it gave me a very very very good laugh. more like a big ROFL.

Seth convinced me to go see the HULK about forty minutes before the showing. When I was in Lafayette and he was in Berkeley. Good boy, he offered to pay for my ticket and food. But of course after that incident in the Emeryville UA with C (the guy who later stole my site layout)…no food despite the offer.

I would like to mention that the HULK was filmed in Berkeley…at the Lawrence Lab and a STREET corner near campus. Last year, I lived a block away from that corner and saw them filming. But in the movie…although I am not sure, they intercut scenes of that street corner with street scenes in San Francisco. I guess they liked the slope and pissing off students who had to walk around them to get to class.

I came back to my house to realize that my mom had turned off my computer. I had been burning an image of my hard drive on cdrs (ahem, I \”borrowed\” the norton ghost). Somehow I didn\’t realize that it was going to take…27 CDRs and decided to leave it burning when I left for the movie. But because of my mom shut it off…I have to start it all over again. MMMPH.

Happy Fourth of July!

Currently, I am being an unpatriotic American. I didn\’t participate in a single independence day festivities. If you can call going to the theater with my dad to see T3 (I rarely go to the movies with my dad. He fell asleep when they went to save someone and woke up when that someone was dying.),an independence day activity…

And imagine this, in one month, I\’ll be in MINNY SODA!!!!

DOYYYYY. I think I complain too much!

I find that at my internship. There are certain issues that I disagree with. And somehow I am able to disregard my usual social anxiety and speak up. Yet it is almost turning into a charade that I have with my parents.

Shinelun claims that I wore makeup a few months ago. Impossible.

The the fascinating study of six degrees